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I stand here face to face with her someone I've been with all my life I can't say I know her though I've been with her so long... She can't tell me who she is and I guess I'll never know because I can't figure it out. It's funny people always say that some answers we have to figure out ourselves but we can't ask ourselves questions and get an answer back unless we know it but then, what's the point of asking? Looking deeper to try and find out who she really is but so many years of putting on an acted for those around her have completely worn away what was left inside. Now there's nothing just avoid of emptyness and this person before me no longer matters but that's not important because I don't think she ever did. Why waste time on someone so useless and wont even be remembered... well it's just me I'm sure that no one else would. I'm not even sure if anyone will read this and if any one actually does I can only wonder if they were only trying to kill time and not because you really care. Well ... dont feel bad it doesn't matter.