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I was in my room brushing my long golden hair. Then a knock came to my golden door. I knew it was God, so I opened the door. I was surprised he was here; he never goes into any ones room. So I bow to him “Hello My Lord” I said to him. My dear Child, please do not bow to me. I am you father and your creator, but you are not a servant to a king, you do not bow to me my dear child” I got up. I noticed he had something white in his hands. “Here my dear child a dress, there maybe only angels up here, but so all are saints, So please wear his dress to cover you naked body by dear.” He said as he gave me the dress. It was all white, but the end was light blue. I was not too long nor too short, it was cute and has a light blue bow at the back. “Thank you so much my Lord” I said. And I hugged him. “I’m glad you happy.” he smiled “So My Lord, I know you did not only came here to bring me this cute dress” I said. Then he sighted “My dear child, I know you do not want to betray me. I know you do love me dearly. But I am afraid that there is nothing you nor I can do about if.” Tear started to fall from our eyes. “My dear child you know that I love each and every one of my child the same, you know I suffer with them. I can not do anything about it cuz, neither you nor I ca control what you heart wants. But I my dear Isabel, I do not want to punish you. You are one of the most important angel here in heaven . I will give you a choice, if you fight for not betraying you, with all you straight I will not punish you by ripping you wings off, you’ll just be a fallen, but if you choose not to do anything at all I with have to destroy you, you know to much to become a fallen. But the only way for you to become a fallen with all the purity of an angel and not be punished is if you fight because you want to, it has to come from your heart. Other wise I cannot do anything about it.” I looked at him confused with tears in my eyes. I now know that what ever is the reason I’m betraying him has to do with my heart and that I will become a fallen, is it that bad? How can I do that! “My dear child I love thee so much, It hurt too much to know you are going to betray me and how. I just hope there is salvation for you. But Also I love thee so much that I just want you to be happy. So please dear you should think wisely.” He cried to me. “My Dear Lord! I will not betray you. I love my lord more than anyone! My lord. I will fight for this not to happen. I will never leave your side my lord” I cried to him and I suddenly fell to the ground. Crying. He walked towards me and grabbed my hands; he helped me stand and helped me sit on my bed. “Please dear child rest a bit. These words mean a lot to me. I’m happy to hear them, even if I know you will betray me. But is enough to make me happy until I go cheek out earth. So rest I’m going to cheek earth now. Rest my dear child.” He kissed my four head and left, then I throwed my self to the center of my bed. God suffers enough as it is. Those humans forget him and he cries, they kill each other and he cries, I can not betray him. I do not want him to suffer because of me too. After a wail of thinking of things I feel HIS presence. I looked to my balcony and Saw HIM, standing there with his beautiful black wings, his dark clothing and his perfect face, his perfect smile and the sexy scar hi has on his eye. I standed up to face him “Lu-lu-…”I was about to say his name but half a second later he was in front of me with his finger on my lips “Shhh…Do not say my name in such a Holy place” My tears fell, and he wiped them from my cheak. I sat at the corner of my bed. “Why are you here?” I asked him with a childish voice. “I cannot bare to see a beautiful woman shed tears like that” he told me “Now tell me love, why are you crying?” he asked me. “I’m scared” I let him know. “Of what love?” I looked at him “I’m scared to betray my lord” I told him, “Ah! I felt like that once…longtime ago, before existence. I loved you Lord very dearly, but that day when he told me I was going to betray him for power, I got mad, I couldn’t believe he would think of me like that. But yes I did end up doing it, and got trowned to hell, I became everything evil to people. I always wanted to changed thing, maybe if he didn’t tell me that I wouldn’t have gotten mad. But I cannot do anything now.” He told me. “Why will you betray him?” He asked me. “I’m not sure, he said I will become a fallen and it has to do with my heart” I told him. Some how I felt comfortable with him. “Please stop crying, it un bearable love” he said to and, I smiled and laughed a bit. He sat next to me and he stared to brush my hair with one of his hands and with the other he played with my hands. Then I started to tremble. I was getting nervous. “Your trembling love…are you scared of me?” he asked me. I did not answer since I did not know why I was trembling. Inotced his face sadden “Oh I see. Well I should go them, I don’t want you to be scared” Then hi stadedup from my bed, and as he stepped one foot away I grabbed his hand “Noplease don’t go, I am not scared of you. I’m just nervous. Please don’t leave” I cried to him. He looked at me surprised, but not even I could. I am being the devil to stay, my lords enemy. Why? “What love?” he asked me. “I don’t want you to go, I like it when you are around, when ever you looking at me, even from faraway it make me feel secure and good. I need you right now, please do not leave me Lucifer” I cried and fell to the ground. He looked surprised, but then the helped me up and embraced me. “That day I saw you for the first time, when I saw you beautiful golden hair flying in the air, your perfect naked body and your gorgeous light blue eyes, I just could ever keep you off my mind. What the Evils said was true; you are the most gorgeous angel in heaven, perfect in every way. You pure aura so nicely formed like your wings. You porcelain skin even looked so soft for that distance, you glowed in the Garden of Eden, since that day I couldn’t go one say without looking at you. I didn’t care if they caught me. I just felt empty without looking at you, like I found something I’ve been searching for so long and finally found it and I just don’t want to let go. Isabel you see, I am also scared, but it because I do not now what is going on with me. I’ve never felt this way” he said in my ear. “I feel the same Lucifer” I whispered at hi ear, then he let go of me and he pushed me to my bed. “Wah?” I was confused, why would he push me like that then I notice he came my way and he throw his body on top of mine, but making sure he didn’t put his weight on me. And he kissed me deeply, I kissed him back. Y heart beat raced and suddenly was forgetting everything. It was only Lucifer what I saw. Him and me. Then he stopped as his hands were going thru my waist. He sat next to me on my bed. He had a scared look in his eyes “What? What happened? Why did you stop?” I asked him. He was sweating. “I can’t, I don’t know why. A sinner like me, can’t do this. Me the greatest sinner.” I looked at him confused. “You are so pure, so innocent, so tiny. I’m scared to hurt you. What’s going on with me” he said. I hugged him “Thank you, for caring” I said to him, and then he smiled and kissed me again. “I must be heading out love…see ya later” he told me and he standed up. “No don’t go!” I cried out. “The guard are coming love…come for you later” he told me. “Ok! Well. B-..” as I was about to say goodbye he kissed me. “Get some rest love… you need it. You’ve cried enough for one day” with this last word he disappeared thru my balcony. “Good Bye Lucifer” I whispered to myself. And I throw my self on my bed and went to sleep.. until I see him again. heart whee
 Holy Angel Isabel · Tue Jun 24, 2008 @ 03:12pm · 1 Comments |
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