this entry i will make it all dramatic and stuff
before we were talking about how sokai was "good at keeping secrets" well the thing is when we walking i was talking to him about the negative affects of drugs
the whole time he seemed very nervous and not sure to be agreeing with me
so i look over and asked him if there was something to matter
he just smiled and said oh nothing
but i knew there was something wrong and so i tried to get him to tell me but i was just joking around but then i had to know
so i went serious i demanded him to tell me what was wrong
he just looked down bit his lip and looked away
i pulled his face towards mine i slapped him i demnaded again what was wrong[sokai is very sensitive so dont be posting s**t about him] he just squeezed his eyes shut
then when he spoke his voice cracked when he said please help me
i cant...stop...my mind gets weaker but i know now i shouldnd be doing this
i just looked at him in awe as the tears strode down his face as he said
make me stop this heroin addiction
i was ... PISSED i was so angry at him i was about to push him off my shoulder
but i was sad i almost cried myself
but no my anger balanced it out
so i just held him there
and agreed to help him
many months went by as i was sure he had seised all gang activityso i was happy
he was happy
but happiness dont last long in my world...
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