Sometimes life is so dull you might just want to do anything to try to make it interesting, and this is probably my way of it. From doing this boosted up my self ego so I often see people as animals of some sort that are below me. Of course, they didn't know anything about that. The people around me including probably came to the conclusion that I'm just another girl. What they didn't know was, at the moment they call me immature, they are actually being laughed at.
I still can't believe how foolish and rude I was at the age of 14, arguing day and night over a fictional anime character. If I were to go back in time, I would regret every hurtful thing I have said towards others. I do have to thank Gaia though, for letting me to know all the wonderful people that made a huge impact upon my life. I still cherish those precious memories and and think about them daily until now. But looks like everything's changed, including people.
As I matured, I found out that the world isn't black and white; everyone have their own opinions and they should all be respected. (still forget this in real life) Arguing itself is pointless since people are extremely stubborn and narrow minded these days; noone would be changed just by reading a few words of yours. Not to mention arguing itself is biased and also wastes time.
Usually people talk about friends, love, family in their blog but I find that pointless as well. What's there to say about life, really? It's just the same thing repeating itself over and over and over and over again. I have been sick of this for a long time, even now.
Life is, you go to school, and attend university, then you meet a partner and get married. Then you work and buy car and houses and have children. Finally, you wait for your children to go to school, then work and get married and have grandchildren. Then you raise the grandchildren, wait and die. It is really sad which I realized that nothing can make me happy or excited.
Nothing. I live like a ******** robot, and I hate it. People ask, why don't you get a boyfriend? I only laugh. There's nothing else to say about it. Guys are ******** shallow and all they care about is body and looks. Which guy would take another glance at a girl if she was ugly or fat? Is love really that innocent and pure like people said? I have lost the ability to love for years now. I don't think I'm ever able to love anyone.
Anyways, I'm done whining for now. - -||||||||||||~~~``
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