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Ali-chan, why are you crying?
What are you talking about, Syn-chan? Does it look like I'm crying to you? o.O
No, but you want to. You feel like you should be crying right now.
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What's the matter, Ali-chan?
It's stupid. I never want to cry over anything important. This is just...stupid.
Ali-chan, you've been kind of dead the last couple days. Not all the time, but sometimes you just...kind of...stare off into space and look depressed.
Syn-chan... *sigh* That's just me trying to be romantically sorry for myself, turning my troubles into some dramatic movie or something.
So? That means it's bothering you, right?
...It's still the same thing as last time.
Oh...
I'm tired of waiting. Not only have I been waiting for over a month, I've also been waiting for about half a year.
? That doesn't make much sense, Ali-chan...
Oh, does it? You don't know what I'm talking about. And you call yourself half of me...
...*whispers* Ali-chan, you know I'm supposed to play dumb, otherwise there wouldnt' be anything to write in this journal...
Oh...right...
So you're avoiding the question. What has been bothering you so much?
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Come on, Ali-chan. You can tell us. We all care about you.
It's nothing. It's absolutely stupid. I told you before. >.< It doesn't even make any sense...I hate this so much!! Of all the countless stupid, retarded things about growing up, this is by far the worst!! *throws chair* DX
*dodges chair* o.O I'm sorry, Ali-chan...I thought you had reconciled finally to growing up...
I thought I had too...then this happened...
Aw, Ali-chan...
crying This totally sucks...why does everything have to change...why can't I just be a stupid little kid again...I've wanted to grow down since I was...what, 10?
I think it might have been younger.
Whatever...I think I'm going to go to bed now.
=O Ali-chan! You never choose your own bedtime! You always stay up until you're told to go to bed! =O
Well, nobody's online, so it's kinda pointless...
But that never mattered before!
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The only time I've ever seen you choose to go to bed is when you're so depressed that you just don't even want to think anymore. And that rarely, rarely happens.
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Oh, Ali-chan, you're not being honest. This is really bothering you. You need to tell someone.
*goes to bed*
Well... *turns to audience* I guess we have enough information from her, guys. I bet you can tell what's bothering her, right? wink I just hope she realizes how much it truly bothers her...
*comes back in* Syn-chan! DX Great, not only does everyone probably know now because I'm so freaking transparent, but it's just been made out to be some dramatic thing when I don't even care that much about it! Everyone's going to think I'm some big drama queen now!!
You are kind of, Ali-chan. You always dramatize things so that everyone knows it's exaggerated. That way they don't see how much it really bothers you...they only see how you're playing around and making a big deal out of it for fun, precisely because it supposedly doesn't bother you.
... o.O You are way too insightful for your supposed age.
^.^ Youth can be surprising, Ali-chan.
I'm going to bed... *slams door*
=( ...*turns back to readers* Please talk to her. She really wants to talk to someone who will understand how seriously she takes it...and she needs help.
*calls back in* Do not!! Now this thing has dragged on and on long enough! Can we just end it please?!
*sends one last worried look at audience before leaving* Goodnight, Ali-chan...
 LadyAlisyn · Thu Jun 19, 2008 @ 06:39am · 1 Comments |
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