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Bet you didn't expect me to update this soon *coughcough* rolleyes
But.. but... If I can be bothered I'm gonna go get my hair cut again tomorrow and if I'm feeling daring enough, I might even get it layered xd 3nodding Becuase it's too long already ^^;

OH!
When the bus was driving home once, we passed this woman with hair almost down to her ankles. But it was really ratty and dead looking, so it was kinda ugly sweatdrop mrgreen

Uuuuh.... yeah 3nodding

Wow.. this entry's short. Must be becuase I've had such a boring week. Mind you, I think everything's boring, so, yeah sweatdrop

Fuzzy decided to have another "Please help me I'm so depressed" talk with me yesterday. Something about Chrissy being jealous of Hilary xd

EDIT-NESS - Ah well.. next weekend 3nodding xd

And... uuhm... Maths test tomorrow. Yay rolleyes

Yay for extra-spiffy-really-tiny font ^^
..... again. Yeah, hi. I don't know why you bother to read this. This is only here because I can't be bothered getting out my real journal, and because I'm quicker at typing than I am at writing. 3nodding
Aaaanyway... I have a new topic today ^^
Go me
Anyway.. I'm talking about myself today mrgreen xd I feel so special.
And concieted.
Anyway.. I probably spelt that wrong XD
ooooook... Soooooooo... my topic for today is
My Thoughts on my Pessimism and Self-Criticism
YAY!!!!!!! XD
You know.... why are you still reading this? Please tell me? You saw the titile, didn't you? sweatdrop I want to know, so I don't include the thing that makes you want to read it next time.
Anyway.. on to my topic.
I don't know why I'm so critical on myself. We're doing the stupid "What motivates me" in class (it's really pathetic lol xd ) and... we did the whole "My Weaknesses" stuff, and my scores were all really high. Probably the highest in the class. Yay.
I..... am the kind of person who -always- has to do better. So, like, if I get a 'distinction' or something, that's not good enough. I have to have gotten a 'high destinction' and even then, I'll probably say "I'm still not good enough. It must've been fluke."
I don't know for sure, but I have this theory that it's because of my parents. You see, my parents are kinda laid back about my grades. They're like "yeah, sure, you got a b, ok." kinda thing.
Other people's are not.
I think that it's -because- they don't push me that I -need- to do better. To prove to them that they -should- expect things from me, and not just accept what they're given.
And when I don't -get- good grades, they're fine with it. But then I feel bad, because they probably think it's their fault. And then they send me on the whole guilt trip thing, and so I mentally beat myself up about it. It's like, I have to do well to justify all the.. uuh.. not-so-good things I do with my life XD
Like spending all my time on the internet, being a hypocrite, and saying up stupidly late to write things like this. You see what I mean?

You probably don't. Considering your mind is probably numb by now, for actually -trying- to read that. Poor you *patpat*
Anyway.. that's enough of my conceited-ness for now. I'll tackle a different issue next time.
Watch out for the next issue of "The-tiny-writing-in-Dragon's-journal-that-no-one-reads", right here, in Dragon's Journal!! XD

So, uhh, yeah. I'll revert back to big font now ^^
HI AGAIN!!!!!! xd

More things to write about now ^^

Uhm... uuh... yeah ^^

We saw some people playing music before. They were cool ninja cool xd And good at what they did.
Except Tanji.. coz she's mean xd
But.. overall, the music was cool. It wasn't all that classical, either, which was good. ^^

And there were some -really- little kids, who were better than some of the biiiiig girls xd That was cool too.

And... Clyde's being evil again. Really. I hate him scream crying

I got the whips. And I can't make an outfit out of them, becuase Clyde's acting up and not letting me. Unless I use the workaround. But, really, who wants to have to copy and paste an image code every time they add an item? rolleyes

Not bagging the workaround though. At least it works 3nodding *cougherecough*
And, uuh, yeah. I'll just wait it out. It can't be -that- much longer. And, there were three songs that I wanted to find. Uhhm... Chariot.... uuuuuh.... uhm..... Close to you, and something else. I can't remember sweatdrop
I should really go find them, considering dad thinks we probably -have- close to you, somewhere in his CD collection gonk xd
So, I should go look 3nodding
TOODLES!!!!!!!! ^^

EDITNESS!!!
PEOPLE!!!!!!! UPDATE YOUR JOURNALS!!!!!! domokun crying
NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! domokun scream domokun xd
...... please? sad