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You never realize how much you need something when you don't have it any more. If anyone is reading this y'all probably know i had my tonsils and other stuff removed last Thursday. I hate to be a complainer but I never knew how much I actually talked till now lol or how much this was going to hurt. I thought people were being over dramatic when they say it will hurt worse since I'm an adult. Well they weren't kidding last night I think i had a dose of the pain they were talking about. I woke up completely disoriented trying to fight off the ninjas who snuck into my room and poured boiling metal into my ear canals. I swear that was the first time I cried and actually had to go down stairs and sleep in the chair next to my parents room. I may have pushed it too much yesterday doing things I should have waited to do. What I've learned from this is that I don't want to do anything natural lol drugs are good they make the pain stop lol natural child birth no f-ing way dope me up! Me and the baby will be feeling good dimmit. Okay I'm done complaining, anyways my birthday is tomorrow! I will be twenty three ugh.... okay I said no more complaining lol but its so bitter sweet... I could have sworn I had just turned 18 *scratches head* lol I Hope everyone is having a good week so far. And if you are still reading this I appreciate your commit cuz I don't think I remember what I was talking about it could be the pain medicine I may have taken a little too much. lol
I'm off *crawls back under covers*
love you guys 3nodding