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Mood: Suicidal Depressed
Songs I'm Listening to: Wecome To My Life + I'm Just a Kid(Both by Simple Plan)


I'm really depressed right now. Have you ever wanted to crawl into a hole and die?? Well that's what I feel like doing right now. I'm not emo, and I'm not literally suiciadal. I'm just extremely depressed.

I said some stupid things, but my friend said worse things. She said she hated me without even realizing it. It was one of those e-mails you forward with 10 random things about yourself. And she did 70, and half of which insulted me. Without even knowing it.

She says she cares...but is that care? I don't think so. I know I'm writing in this constantly, but this just came up, and I needed to get it out. I feel a little better now that I've vented. So Jasmine, if your reading this, this is the last time I'm talking to you directly. And I doubt you're reading this because...and I quote "I HATE PITY DIARIES"

Well this is a pity diary, so get over it. If you were my friend you could just understand that!

crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying

You need to realize my sensitivity.

So...good-bye to you.

I'm going to cry myself to sleep unless somebody helps me, that's NOT Emilee or Jasmine. Because there's nothing they can do for me at this point.