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The Sweetness of Escape
The happiness I seek
The love I reach for
The sadness I try to escape from
Overwhelms my soul, my heart, my mind and I am crushed
Dark walls surround me as I try to escape
Lies shut me up inside myself
Hate turns me cold and bitter
Abandonment scars me and leaves me frightened.
Trust is fickle and comes in small rebellious outbursts
The approval I look for
The praise and encouragement I seek
The sweet taste of escape I dream of
The everlasting light I strive for
The sweetness of escape
Black Love, Darker Roses
The light of love is not pure
Its made up of dark lives, two loves of darkness
That makes black love, that make
Darker roses
Pure as it may be love is black
Why black? Is what you may ask
Lives are no longer simple, only horrible, dark, and depressing.
Secrets are kept behind bars, lies are told
Lives are distorted and blurred out
Darker Roses
made by the two bloods of two loves
the blood touches the petals stains them
with the pure darkness of love with
the pureness of hated lovers
Black love, Darker Roses
Hope Is Empty
Hope is empty
Tears of fear, emptiness, of hate
Needing some type of reminder
Wishing for your touch, gentle words of love
Begging for release
Trapped within my own insanity
Blackness surrounds me
It shatters and blows away like tattered leaves
You're standing by my side
All is right again
All empty hopes and dreams return
Masks of false emotions are put up no more
Pure joy, elation, happiness is released
I hold your hand
I stand weakly but proud
I hold my ground at the rushing wind of hat
I look to you.
You're still there
Hope is empty, hope is false
All I have seen
Was only a dream
The darkness is still tearing at me
Still pulling at my soul
Hope is empty.
untitled (short poem)
Wild and free, untamed and unbroken
wings of beauty of grace, of love and joy
I feel content, whole and at peace
You leave and the picture shatters into pieces
I rise from the ground
Blood covers me, your body at my feet
I stand tall, my wings cover my shameful face
As I run away my life flashes, I am shot from behind and I fall to the ground and this time the blood pours from my body. Unknown lovers we may have been but now.
No one knows of us and we're free from the bonds of life.
Cuts
Cuts
Deep, dark, wounded bloody, lifeless
Cold
blinded by hate, by envy
Darkness
forever, endless, consuming all of me
Broken
useless, hurt, reaching out to you
Evils
hate, you ignore my cries, surrounding you in darkness, I fade from the picture and shed a singel tear, its for you, my love, my life, my soul, my everything.
The Veil In Front Of Your Eyes
The veil in front of your eyes
clouds the truth, my love your light
Your world is my heart, my soul is your body
I protect you from evils, and embrace you
Covered in my blood you hold me
Kiss your lips and whisper goodbye
My eyes open and I look into your eyes the veil gone
I smile, you smile back but suddnely your eyes flicker and the veil is back
Tears stream down my face and you fade away
I whisper your name and I run away in fear and denial
I hold myself as I fall, tears streaming down
Wings of black broken and bloody cover me as I fall into the depth of hell and my soul falls away.
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