So. People reading my journal will know. Everything with me and my ex?
Well. His best mate gave me advice tonight. I'm gonna try my hardest to follow it. Even though I've tried doing this so manytimes.
Quote: [Mr. Music] Your rituals are empty oaths you neither understand nor live by.. (R) says (02:06): Why don't you take the hint that he doesn't want to be with you. [Mr. Music] Your rituals are empty oaths you neither understand nor live by.. (R) says (02:06): Just block him.
So. He's blocked and deleted. I've just deleted his number totally from my phone{cleared logs} I've taken him off my friends on here. And I'm never gonna be near his house?
I guess. I'm out of his life forever now. I've done this all myself. For punishment. Punishing myself for what I did in dec 06.
Finally. He can find happiness. Find someone who deserves him.
I don't deserve life. But I dont deserve the escape of death either. I need torture, pain, punishment.
[Nympho] Whore · Tue May 27, 2008 @ 02:26am · 0 Comments |