Well. Uh.
Life just changed for the better.
So Jessica had a movie night, and Scott came down just for the sake of coming down for the last weekend before his license gets taken for 3 months.
We basically made up I think.
There wasn't much talking involved.
There was a lot of cuddling, snuggling.
There were key quotes though. Like "I miss you Gill, so much."
I don't think we're officially together again, just... I don't know.
We might as well be together, but we're not?
I think we're just going to leave being official out until we live close enough to each other to allow it without frustration.
We slept in each others arms. I love when we do that.
Then the next day he took me to his house and made me feel wonderful again.
"Why did you bring me home with you?"
"Because I want you to keep me company."
No words can tell how wonderful and wanted that made me feel.
Then his parents left the house and we had the place to ourselves for four hours.
Must keep it secret through.
Mostly from family.
Neither of our parents would approve.
His would be all "Stop encouraging her!" and mine would just say "You're an idiot for going back to him."
And I don't think his sister would be too impressed.
I don't think it's a bad thing, I'll always love him, so something like this isn't going to do much more.
When he does stuff like that it actually makes it a little easier to bear.
Because it lets me know he still wants me and loves me.
That eases a broken heart slightly.
 GillyBBY · Sat May 10, 2008 @ 12:20pm · 0 Comments |
