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another mistake made.
another mark from a blade.
another reason im not perfect.
another thing to keep secret.
another stab in the back.
another hurtful attack.
another person telling me to change.
another goal out of my range.
another song memorized:
another way im hynotized.
another laugh that isn't real.
another emotion i cant feel.
another question of 'why?'
another reason i should cry.
another forced smile.
another act branded as vile.
another person i've pushed away,
another time i wouldn't stay.
another example of my deformity,
another word to describe me.
another time i couldn't say sorry.
another thing that caused you to worry.

another cover up for why you're gone...

another excuse so i can go on.

im not capable of living with reality....
so i'll continue blaming society.