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I wish... I wish I were more productive. I wish I were more patient. I wish I were less angry. I wish I were less sensative. I wish I were able to show my love. I wish I were able to show my hate. I wish I were able to draw. I wish I were able to play music better. I wish I were able to run. I wish I were rich. I wish I were rich in real life. I wish I were strong. I wish I were meek. I wish I were intelegent. I wish I were not lazy I were I were not apathetic. I wish I were not depressive. I wish I were not so morose. I wish I had nice things. I wish I cared if I had nice things. I wish I did not have seven years of college left. I wish I could drive. I wish I had a car to drive with. I wish I had the desire to have a job to pay for the car with. I wish I lived on my own. I wish living on my own did not require money and responsibility. I wish my entire family was not in debt. I wish becca's entire family would die. I wish there were more people in my life that cared. I wish I cared more about the people that are there now. I wish I did not waist so much of my life on videogames. I wish that I would not waist more of my life on videgames tomorrow. I wish I had tallent. I wish I had not been born. I wish I had been born different. I wish I could remember to take my alergy medicine. I wish I didn't have chronic headaches. I wish I were slow to anger. I wish I were not quick to calm from that anger. I wish I didn't close the window and have to start the list over again. I wish... I wish...... I wish.........

Posted by: Godon Thu Nov 04, 2004 @ 07:48am

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Queen of Dragons
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Commented on: Thu Nov 04, 2004 @ 04:12pm


	eek Has Becca read this? Good lord man, stop wishing & get to fullfilling! You need some motivation....I shall kick-start you! ..kicks him in the rear.. Now go! Do something with your short life! Hurry! The clock is ticking & seath comes all too soon! eek domokun gonk

Commented on: Thu Nov 04, 2004 @ 06:34pm


	-.- I know, I merely write s**t down that I need to do but I never will get around to doing.

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Rika Lin
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Commented on: Thu Nov 04, 2004 @ 11:21pm


	HEY!!! i so care about you! if there was no Bandon... then what fun would we have at teen group meetins and stuff?? GRRR!!! and you so can to draw! and... THINK ABOUT CHAERYL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream scream gonk gonk heart crying crying blaugh stressed eek sad

Commented on: Fri Nov 05, 2004 @ 02:33am


	Rika Lin: You, mam, are quite spastic. Calm down before posting please.

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mofo jo
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Commented on: Fri Nov 05, 2004 @ 07:17pm


	laughs you have so many wonderful friends. xd

Commented on: Sat Dec 11, 2004 @ 07:29pm


	I wish becca's entire family would die. xd you and me both brandon......you and me both.

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Commented on: Thu Mar 03, 2005 @ 03:47am


	Wow...I D'nt Wanna Say Ur Always Depressed,Cuz Well,I D'nt Know You... But From What You Write,You Sound So Much Alike Me,I'm Always Wishing,Always Wanting What I Can't Ever Have,And Know It To,But Yet Still I Try To Capture It In My Grasp.Of Course,As Always...It Slips Away In My Next Breath...I Gess My Life Ain't Supposed to Be Great And Wonderful,Like Most People,But You Know What,I'd Rather Be Friends With People Who Like Me For Me,Not My Riches.(Even Tho I Have None What-So-Ever).I Just Want To Fit In...But If You Think About It...Fitting In Means Change,And Really,What I Think Of Change To Fit In Is Just Plain... Well Plain Stupid And Annoying.So Really,I D'nt Want To Fit In...I Think You Sound Crazy(Not In A Bad Way),You Know,A Person That MIGHT Understand Meh.But Like I Said...I D'nt Know You...At All... ~+~ heart Lici heart ~+~

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