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JUST A PERSON WHO CAUSES PROBLEMS TO HIM


.....*sigh*
im just a person who just causes problems...
i mean im always depressed
that i just wish that i dont wanna hurt him anymore
i love him alot
that i'll die for him...
i'll do anything for him
i dont wanna lose him...
hes the one that i was still standing
even though i didnt even ask for help...
hes the one that saved me from my hate....
but why?? how??
when i 1st met him...
i liked him [of coures] rolleyes
but i'd would think to my self "oh he wouldnt like me anyways....hes just ganna walk through me && call me ugly like the others..."
but no.............i was wrong........
he did have feelings for me....
i was happy....
im still happy that im with him...
but now these feelings are comming back to me again
but im trying not to let it...
i dont want it to let me go of him...
i dont want to leg go of the person i really love...
but now my dreams are telling me that...
hes goig away...
please dont go...
i need you...
i want you...
i...LOVE YOU...
please dont let go...
what will i do...
what would i become...
who would lead me...?
who would hold me...
please i love you...
i dont want to lose someone so close to me...
you are the one...
....
are we fading away....
something is pulling us apart...
please...
im dying for you...
but im trying to live for you...
your the only thing that im living for...
but so many things that are trying to kill me...
im trying to stand as high as i can just to reach you...
too many people trying to push us away...
too many people trying to put me down..
...
but all im trying to say is...

I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!
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