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So i finally said it. Well, it had to be done, we both knew it.
Yet look at us now. We're both to blame for this.
You say it hurts, well baby, trust me, it's nothing new,
when you think of it all.
We both have to fall in order to let go.
stop pouring gas onto the flame
so the fire might hush it's screams
yelling faults and blaming pasts is only friendly fire
when you look at it like this, there's nothing more
just this burning desire, this strong rage inside my chest
of anger and pain but with sorrow. I claim to
not know what you mean when I can understand,
yet to hear you explain yourself
and all of the things you tell
it eases this pressure that's building up
as your spirit flies freely
and you forget all about me
dont try and remember, you'll try to forget
thats what you said
and the pulsing in my head just keeps going
faster and faster as the blood travels through
and my heart has stopped pumping
yet the blood still is rushing
am I close to dying yet, for I feel like it's much needed
or deserved, rather,
maybe it can ease this bleeding
my legs are destroyed, filled with sins of your memory
come back, please, and dance with me
share all of your secrets
but I know you won't, it's impossible now
to erase this cloud of sheer hate that you hold
against my soul and you build it up higher
and my tears cant defy it or bring it down
and it's just too strong for my will to take and i'm breaking
as each second goes by, the world's stopped it's turning
so, what have we learned through this break up?