My Life
Another hectic day
Filled with misery and pain
Every move I make is another delay
Always straying from the designated lane
I know that my life is useless
No matter how hard I try
I always end up clueless
Wondering how long it would be before I die
As I lie on my bed
I don’t know what to do
It always fills me with dread
When I realize I’m thinking of you
I don’t mind, nor do I hate
Being by your side
As your little love mate
But the anguish and pain will never subside
I live with this pain
Of losing you
I’m always filled with shame
Always clueless to what to do
I always know that you’ll never understand
Why I took this knife
To cut this red strand
Forever ending this pain in my life…
Another hectic day
Filled with misery and pain
Every move I make is another delay
Always straying from the designated lane
I know that my life is useless
No matter how hard I try
I always end up clueless
Wondering how long it would be before I die
As I lie on my bed
I don’t know what to do
It always fills me with dread
When I realize I’m thinking of you
I don’t mind, nor do I hate
Being by your side
As your little love mate
But the anguish and pain will never subside
I live with this pain
Of losing you
I’m always filled with shame
Always clueless to what to do
I always know that you’ll never understand
Why I took this knife
To cut this red strand
Forever ending this pain in my life…
