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and all things must end... except one


Good god... Everything is so out of hand... I'm not sure if I can take it... I know someone will read this... frankly I could care less... I may have seemed alright earlier but now I'm in hell... I can't keep living like this... but I have a promise to keep... how will I keep it if I'm gone... so confusing... I'm lost... and yet I know where I am... in [******** hell... there are no true friends but the ones who open their hearts to you... and you can't always trust them either... I've been betrayed a billion billion fold today... so many... and so wrong... but what the hell can I do... but sit and watch... as the remaining hours of my life slowly tick away... I want to stay... but I' not sure if I can... I'm so confused... Am I still wanted... Have I lost faith in the light... the light was my savior... I believed... but now I'm so unsure... Will I ever be alright... this isn't a cry for help... or a pity party... I'm just stating the truth... I don't need your sympathy... or your pity... or anything that is a synonym for either of those... I just needed to get this out of my head... so for what little it's worth... thanks for listening. DG Gunslinger · Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 04:12am · 1 Comments


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TEH SLINGER ISH BAK! uh, temporarily, mind.

Happy 20th anniversary of Drizzt! (Look up R. A. Salvatore, you'll understand.)

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Sun Mar 30, 2008 @ 07:38pm

and i promised you i would always be here for you to talk to....and you know you can nad i am always here because i want you to be happy and you will be as soon as everyone accepts and sees that you are no longer there emotional punching bag that you are here for other reasons don't look to the light look to those who care about you and want you to be happy safe and who make sure you are always safe...because i know if this was how i was feeling you would be right there making sure i am safe and alive and not trying to end it all....i promise you that i will always be there for you no matter what always ready to help and listen and just be there for you when you need me...i will always keep that promise

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