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Mistaken Heart Break
Yah, i knew it wouldnt last, but i tried to hold on anyways
I held on to something that fell apart so quickly
It fell apart because of the lack of trust we both had
The lack of trust that could turn your lover into your weakness
Your weakness, your enemy, but i tried anyways, i tried to love her
To love her, all of her and forgive all her mistakes
The mistakes, all of them, all the lies that were mistakes
The lies, they damaged our relationship the one i worked hard to keep
Our relationship, most of all our trust and friendship, our devotion
But hold on, its just the beginning of all the heart ache
I took her back a second time, after all the pain she caused me, believing that she was the right one, and that i would try to make it work
Believing she was the right one and starting over, pretending she didn't hurt me that first time, trying to hold it back
Pretending...i dont know why i let her hurt me...or what i was thinking after i took her back
but old habits never die, our trust weakened again, worse, unfixable
Does that make me the one who is weak?
Has she weaken me, and brought me to my knees?
No, now i'm stronger, i knew what i had to do
She wasnt the only one to make mistakes...you see...for i made one too
I took her back a second time knowing, she would not commit herself to me like i did for her
So now, i sit here writing this, she calls me, writes me, knocks on the door
Do i answer her calls or her knock at the door?
Yes, i do, i tell her if making mistakes is what she wants to do,
Then leave me out because my mistake was you...
My best friend kitty was right, i did everything for this girl, i bought her everything, called her everyday just to tell her i loved her, even though i didnt have anything to say. I ask her how her day was every day, even if i didnt give a s**t about her day. I worked really hard, and when i got off work, i still managed to take her out... How could i be so dumb as to listen to her lies. I knew she was cheating, but at first i didnt want to believe it. I took her back and she did the same thing again. Why was i so blind?
 Sly the Fox King · Tue Mar 18, 2008 @ 07:13pm · 0 Comments |
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