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Your Poison
I find your poison seductive,
I wish you'd feed it to my lips,
I wish to consume all the danger,
I wish to feel you consume me.
I'm longing for relaxation,
Pining for your poison drug.
You're my strong sedative,
You're the one that I love.
I wish I could surrender,
Give up to the army of your love.
I know it's no use wishing,
Hoping this desire would pass,
Or hoping it would be obliged.
I can't go on living,
If I am dying inside,
Dying from anger.
Because your poison has this effect.
It gets me high and dizzy,
It lifts me when I'm low.
But it beckons me to pity,
When your interest no longer shows.
In those periods my heart,
Although stubborn and brave,
Breaks into little pieces,
Because the ecstasy's not the same.
You're poison is delicious,
It taunts my very soul,
It could make me self destructive
Or it could make me whole.
You're my addiction.
You're so dangerous for my soul,
That's why it's a poison,
And still a gem I wish to hold.
My desires are not purely physical,
But emotions hug my soul.
Upon you I've become dependent,
For emotional support.
I hate that you're my poison,
Though I rather not have anyone else,
I hate that you're addictive,
And you're affection I can't claim.
But I feel as though you're mine,
It is what I wish,
But I feel it's a pretty lie.
An illusion that you care,
And so I try to be evasive,
Step back when I wish to go forward.
And I tell myself you're poison,
Is not meant for me,
And so my heart is protected,
Should you hurt me.
It doesn't mean that if you asked me,
To drink all of you love,
I wouldn't hesitate,
I'd forfeit my world and be yours.
But it would be dangerous,
And I might be destroyed,
But on the high of your poison,
I think I would survive.
But for know I'd go on wishing,
As the world passes by,
Living and wishing,
With your poison by my side.






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X Covenant ELite
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commentCommented on: Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 01:04am
it seems like you want love someone to take care of you and help you but it also looks like that person might lie or cheat on your so thats why it is so deadly because if you pour all your love into that person and their non love [poision]
mix it will cause you deep sadness in your life destroying your heart.


commentCommented on: Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 11:38pm
Wow...I value any interpretation 3nodding Thanks for the comment & if I tried to explain it---well I just can't put it into any more words than those



blueroseayumi143
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Flaous
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commentCommented on: Tue Mar 04, 2008 @ 04:12pm
dang elite, that was deep. you better be careful of that poisonous person bluerose ninja


commentCommented on: Wed Mar 05, 2008 @ 11:16pm
Yeah, trust me I am trying. But, it isn't working cause like I said in the first line I find the poison seductive....so technically I don't want to be apart from it because I find it too tempting



blueroseayumi143
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