lately I've been on internet just to read manga.
Not in the mood to chat or play games (that's good, less stuffs to worry about)
So... soon I'll have to control myself... To control myself to don't be addicted on computer again...
Internet somehow is a place to scape from myself, to "blank" my mind and don't worry about my life...
until my mom start to yell w/ me...
She told me, that look for the past to fix the present is wrong, and recently when she started to look foward, and think only about what to do from now, things started to come to her.
So I should forget to bother about all my bullying problems from the past, all my lost trust in some friends from the past...
And start to build my self confidence... and work hard on the future.....
So easy to say =____________=
I should knock myself to change my way to think >___<
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and.... without a doubt, bullying is torture... right? so I can say I lived w/ it from my 8 years to my 15...?
And why in this time schools and ppl didn't know much about bullying?! =.=
....
I should stop to let it trouble me >_>;;;
because I can't change the past...
and last oekaki done:
