I've had so many nightmares lately. I don't know why, I've not watched or read anything scary. I'm actually at a really happy place in life, I just dont understand. I have had atleast one maybe two nightmares a night for the last three - four weeks.. They're mostly about Paul, but whats worse, they're so realistic. And they're starting to join up now, I wake up most mornings hysterical.. It's becoming another life for me. My unconcious life, I do even hurt myself. Which hurts when I wake. I hate it.
But some good news? It's a little early for the leap year. Was a day early for V-day like planned because things went tits up. But I proposed to Paul in an odd "I aint getting my knee" way =D I believe I bought him the most gorgeous male ring you could possible see. White gold, three black diamonds, with satin finish. Bloody lovely! I couldn't be happier.
I'm telling him I want a baby for 10months time, because everyone takes me for granted and treats me like s**t, well if they do anything at all in my family. All since the nieces and nephews were born.. ******** assholes.
[Nympho] Whore · Wed Feb 20, 2008 @ 07:55am · 0 Comments |