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crying crying crying i feel so ******** lost and alone in this world.it seems like no one understands at all but me...i want to end my life and ppl are constantly telling me not to.but who the hell really cares.i cry myself to sleep at night and does any one come to comfort me....no. that just proves that im right ppl would rather see me dead then alive.if i commit suicide tonight (because this is the second time ive had enough courage to kill my self) then i want to say good bye to the very few ppl who cared about me and to the very few ppl who made me feel happy and special.i want to also say goodbye to any1 who's made this cold dark sorrow filled world even dark and even colder but most of all i want to say goobye to the ones i love whether or noth they love me back.