confused confused I had the strangest dream. there were all these girls and it was like a sleepover type of thing and everybody seemed unrealisticly beautifle,finally we went to sleep and the nest day we were in some haunted place. then it was me, my exboyfriend and other random people and its like we were at some strange haunted school i think it was anyways we went to some labrinth like struture which was covered in staircases and elevators i was chasing him all over this thing andfinally he went down these stairs and i was tired of the stairs and i ran into an elevator i took the elevator and what a trip at first it started going down and i thought i was about to stop cause i had that weightless feeling and next thing i know in hnging onto a handle floating inmid air and it was like it turned onto its back side so all of a sudden the back wall was the floor and then i was floating again finally i came down and i got out of the elevator saw him and chased him down this thing he though was a slide but it was a dead end i caught him and didnt do anything and all he said was "hey there". then were in someliving room and im sitting in the corner of the couch he walks in and i call him over to sit with me he sits down andgives me a hug saying hes sorry for making me chase him next thing i know hes kissing my neck and drooling all over me (litterally) I pushed him off and all i couldnt help but notice was how abnoxiouse he was. I think the reasom i pushed him off cause even in the dream in my mind i couldnt stop thinking about how much i loved my curret boyfriend and i think that dream finally helped me taking the last step in not desireing anything my exboyfriend has to offer. Im just happy to know that he is completely and fully out of the picture and I love my boyfriend so much I would never be able to cheat on him like that because i love him to much. It will take more then death even to spoil our love. heart heart
((by the way sorry for spelling errors maybe I'll spell check it later))
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Whenever my life starts getting eventful I'll post all the things that have been going on that is once I find time. This is a cool venting tool for me and it let's the reader know more about my life and me. Feel free to leave comments.
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