Even day I get up and Its always the same. I get up and look out the window to see anything new and I never do, Its just always so dull and grey even when the sun is out and I know why that is. It becasue I lost the one person that mage every day brighter and happyer and she isn't gone from this earth but she's gone from my graps. I lost her because I was so stubid that I couldn't see how amazing she really is when I was with her, I got my brain scewed up because of some a** hole and now I have lost the one person that made life werth living. I'm not saying I'm going to kill myself. But why make life better when the one I care about that made the day worth it is gone...theres no point to it and I don't think there ever will be.
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