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I'm not feeling well
I'm not feeling right
I'm not feeling ok
I'll hide behind this smile
when inside im burning
I'll hide behind this kindness
When inside im stumbling
I wanna shout somtimes
Sometimes I wanna cry
Does that make me weak?
Does it make me weak, to wanna weep?
Does it make me weak to wanna get angry?
I'll stay calm
I'll walk through this
even when things seem to be going too fast
I'll stop let everyone pass me by
I'll just stand and sigh
I don't want to let go of the past
Does that mean I cant move on?
Does it mean I'll stand still?
I can't run
or I'll trip
Like i did a million times before
I'll try and live this out
I will not fail now
I will move on
Even when things are too fast to take
I'll just stop for a minute
Then keep walking on
I won't leave the past behind
I'll just hide
Behind the fake things I do
I'll stay calm
I won't cry
I'll just try for my life
I'll just try for me
To live
I'll just keep trying now