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the happiest day of my life..........
will be the day that i die..........
one day..........
i looked into the mirror and saw..........
someone i didn't know.........
i asked myself..........
"who is that person looking back at me?"..........
is that really who i am..........
or is that just the person everyone else wants me to see..........
am i really the happy person that smiles and laughs all the time..........
or am i this sad little girl in need of protection..........
do i really feel happiness..........
or is that just god's way of saying " ur such a freak, u can't even smile!"..........
i probably am that freak..........
i'm just that lost little girl who's scared to be herself..........