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first my mom messes up my morning she talks like iam still a kid and she keeps threating me with kicking me out cuz i was late and know i gota guard my heart i dont like games i dont like people testing me iam not playing with this a bird has many feathers to choose from ..............but i dont wana chose get that and to top it all off i should be happy i found out i got a 90 on my physics midterm and a 94 on my math midterm and as iam about to thank god something good happend today this b***h at school name crystal calls me a s.p.e.d cuz our test our diffrent and she faild. mind u half the class had diffrent test she just mad she faild she yells it out and says "why didnt u graduate" my embarsment and pain i felt cuz she was right neutral .............................i did something i havnt done in a long time .........i cut myself cuz of the pain cry ......my friends kavin and mike helped me throught it gave me good advice and told me to pray i ask god one more time to give me the strenght i need to keep my mind cuz if my minds gone iam gone iam on the street no one to love and have no futer..................please pray for me you guys cry crying