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never once in my life
have i ever met a girl called wife
scratched up my head without any lice
thinking about whats wrong and whats right
now listen closely to a story never told
the truth about my past is about to unfold
get ready for a car ride with a lotta bumps
like a joyous camel without its humps

a while ago, a few months back
i found out i wasnt like that
meant to be as a child in a family
never born in my life cant they all see
accidental cause they forgot about the rubber
when i knew my mom started crying undercover
said i was a blessing cause of the perfect timing
lose my grandma before my life gets winded in
if anyone hears this feels tied in
im sorry that you had to be drug in
i just needed some way to express all my feelings
sometimes i wish my death would have started dealing

part two of a ******** up life
never have i once been underneath a knife
of a doctor but inside of my bedroom
lies a lotta s**t that i cant storm broom
after the short amount of time, i started feeling smacked
and that my heart sooner turned pitch black