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Truth or Dare?

The Remnants of a lonely boy remain uncovered,
Remnants of my persona, yet to be rescued
I start loving no one and then I start loving everyone,
One can say I'm confused,
Two can say my heart is injured,
Three can punish me for the thrill I have endured
Well, I don't know, but I might as well be lost,
And Yes, I may as well be helpless,
Enshrouded in a veil of loneliness,
That's right, I'm the sour kid whose heart screams emptyness.
Yet I can assure you, leaving all the facts and people behind,
I can assure you, that I'm not heartless.

And so, Who do I love?
Forbidden psyches,
Adorable fright,
How I love roaming in this hopeless sea.
I try to love someone,
But I can't.
My body wants it,
And I think that so does my mind.
But then...
A tender sight returns, just to regain my poise,
But then, why do I love you?
But then, why do I even love someone?

How the hell am I to love someone,
When in fact, I don't feel loved.
How the hell can I even spell the word love here,
If I have never even felt it myself?

Sure, Take Notes:
Deep, intimate dreams,
An intricate lacework it seems,
Weaving my inner being -
Keywords to Despair and Obsessive compulsions.

And as I start touching,
I discover your silhouette behind my Hazy imagination
And I shudder to think if you are even real.
I start feeling the heat,
I start feeling the interdicted,
I start noticing how much I am addicted
To your cold stare -
Say,
"Truth or Dare?"


-Paralelodrama heart