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This is a Slanted world we live in--
A world hidden from all--
Here is where all participate in--
A grand Masquerade Ball--
In fear of the divine Judgment--
Our divine face we hide--
Behind masks that we denied.

It is a stupid poem right? I had to come up with it for English. I wonder if I meant what I said in it. I don’t know anymore. This world I live in is so boring that I find myself thinking about the fictional world more than the real world. I pretend to be so independent and that I can do anything. I probly could but I no longer want to. I just want to sit down and read about other peoples lives and journey and wish that my life was the exciting. s**t I don’t even know why I am righting this crap. It SOUND SO STUPID LIKE OUT OF SOME F DAMN ANIME. A STUPID CHILD LOOKING FOR SOMETHING MORE IN THIS DAMN WORLD. But there is nothing more, I am not going to some magical world and have adventures, or fall in love with a man who make life a hell lot more interesting. None of the crap really happens. That why we love to read and watch stories like that because we secretly (or for some not so secretly) wish to be like them. I should be more worry about my studies. s**t because I am so worried about the fictional world I can’t even study and now I am failing my class. I am so pathetic. LOL THAT RIGHT I AM PATHETIC JUST F LISTEN TO LIST CRAP. LOL well that is enough s**t for one day.