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My emo momentss.
This is where you can find everything thatss happening in my fearful life. D:
MY FEELINS PART 2
I guess I was right that no one cares for me! One of my bestest best friend in real life picked her boyfriend over me and she hurted me so much inside without knowing it.
I can't take this pain anymore!
Life sucks and soon everything will be over if I'm gone!
I only have 1 person left that I can open up to and she's always been there for me. I guess what they said was right.
Never open up your heart to all cause you never know whose there to hurt you. Pick your friends right and don't make the same mistake I made.
I have many I can talk to but I can't tell them my secerts.
And there's only one person left and it's my bestest best friend Princess [nickname] she loves and care for me all the time.
I love her so much and I will make it up to her for aslways being there for me! People say I have the heart of pure gold and I'm nice and it's all true because I didn't open my heart much before but then I opened it up to everyone and I ended up hurt so much so I guess that was a wrong move.
I'ma stay cold to everyone except the ones I really love and care for!
I guess I'm not really good at picking friends.
I hide my real feelings away from everyone in my school but only my bestest best friend knew all my secerts and she turned her back on me and I'm hurt badly.
My heart is in pain and I don't even tell her.
I guess she was not a real friend.
I was always there for her and everything.
She betrayed me.
I can never forgive her for what she has done to me.
She was like a sister to me.






User Comments: [2]
Azules de la Lavanda
Community Member





Mon Dec 17, 2007 @ 05:24am


I understand what you've been through...
To be honest, I'm going through the same thing...
They said I have a heart of pure gold too, if only they knew that I can't be kind if I feel I have no one
They said I have a lot of friend and make them easily but they don't know that under my smiles is the broken me who feels alone and no one will care about.
My bf treats me like I was invisible and my so-called friends are no where to be found when needed...
My family is also in the process of splitting.
I tried to remain the same... I thought that if I really do have real friends, they would've notice that something is wrong with me... guess what? no one noticed
You should be strong like I was am now
Even though we don't know each other IRL, we're going through the same problem.
Just be happy at least you felt you had friends... something I never felt IRL and in Gaia

Try to open up your heart again, just because it happened once, don't be afraid to be hurt again. cuz after pain and sorrows, comes joy and happiness.

Always remember I care and will be here for you... You can talk to me 'bout stuff...
You can always come to me if you need something and if I can, I'll help

People do care about you


He gave me a plastic rose and said:
"I'll love you 'till it dies"
it didn't, he melted it
iROCKStARR
Community Member





Mon Dec 17, 2007 @ 10:03pm


boo..these things jux touchedd my heartt.
and i can feel what you're going though.
i know a lot of peopole may say that but i know.
boo i know that i can trust you and let out all my feelings and secrets to you.
and i know that its hard to open back up your heart once you've been hurt soo bad.
anddd i knoww.
but all that hurtness each and everyday makes you stronger and stronger.
so don't give up.
jux know that i am the right person for you to open your heart up to [no homo]
and know that i'll be there when you need me.
jux know that.
and jux know that i love you(:
open your heart up to only the right people and who you feel safe with.
if anyone ever breaks your heart jux remember that i'll also be there to chop their head off(:
hahaa i love youh babe<3


User Comments: [2]
 
 
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