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I just graduated junior high on Thursday. I guess I'm pretty happy about it. I got plenty of awards and everything, but like I feel kind of sad because everything is going to change once I go to high school. New people, new friends, new enemies.
Anyways, onwards to the better parts of life. Right after the ceremony, there was a dance. Just for the graduation class. I had my first dance, I know that it probably won't be really important later in life, but I just want to remember every detail.
Well, my first dance was with this guy I liked earlier in the year, but I stopped liking him when I thought he was gay, I know, I know, bad assumption. But then I sort of, kind of started liking him again. He didn't ask me to dance himself... this is how it went:
There was a karaoke machine that the DJ brought and some people started singing, he, let's just call him Gabe, was standing and watching, a lot of people had dance partners and everything, and my best friend just ditched me for some other guy. So I grabbed and told him to dance, he was kind of shy at first, but it was a slow dance and we didn't say anything to each other. At the end we just smiled at each other a little and walked away. At the end of the dance, I got him to dance with me again, but like I had to... force him to? Not like brute force, but "persuade" him. I guess Gabe knew the song was ending and he hugged me closer and I had to lay my head on his shoulder to balance everthing out and he rested his on the side of mine, was it really purposeful?
I think I really like him again, but is it just another school girl crush?