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It seems like I'm cheating him out of the right girl. That he's wasting his time on me and can find anyone better than me. Today we held hands, but to me it wasn't enough. I don't want to be "JUST FRIENDS" I want so much more. I want him. His heart, his soul, his smile, his laughter, and everything that makes me like him to be mine. But if we do get to do anything even remotely close to touching others are right there and since we aren't officially dating they look at us funny.