Right so. We were fine for like 4days and today I go and ******** it all up again. Yay me.
Well simply I didn't want him reading something and he got in a shitty with me. And it pissed me off so well. Put me in a very bad mood. And then I started thinking about how I'm such a b***h. Also how I just seem to be so controlling aren't I? Well not only his mother, my mother, a couple of others that I know has said it. But he said it. Sure in anger but normally when you say something in anger, You're saying what you exactly feel. And well. It's true. I am controlling. I don't mean to be but -sigh-
I honestly am rethinking being with him. I love him but I just want it over. So I can be free of controlling people, of arguing, of being hurt in anyway.
[Nympho] Whore · Wed Nov 14, 2007 @ 10:57pm · 1 Comments |