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Well, I finally got up enough courage to come out to someone from school today. Sarah and I were talking about my home life and thing slike that when I told her about my first relationship which didn't end so well.

While it definately feels like a great weight has been lifted off of me, I also feel kind of stressed, since I don't know what will happen next. I don't think that Sarah would intentionally go around telling people, but she could let it slip to Dalton by accident and he would tell people. Not sure who he would tell, but it would be spread around somehow, as all things eventually are. Even though I feel this sense of relief, I can't help but wonder, "What now?" For some reason I have felt for the past few weeks that this year would be the year that I came out. It wasn't until about an hour ago that I knew how serious about it I was. I don't think I'll ever just go into school and just blantantly come out to all of my friends. I'm not too sure how some of them would take it, although if most of my close friends don't already know it, they're idiots.

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In other news:
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Made this using GIMPshop and submitted it to the arena. I really like drawing, as I can draw any place that I can feel safe. I can be anywhere I want to be just by imagining it. I guess that's why I love writing (page 305 in my book) and drawing so much. I can be right there with my characters through their trials and tribulations, escaping from the world in which I have been placed into.