Okay so it's my turn!
I don't want to screw this up...
I don't want to lose what I have...
But when I am like this,
It's only one of three moods I'll have:
I could be bitchy,
And tell you to ******** off.
I could be depressed
And you'd kill yourself to make me laugh.
Or I could be happy but sad,
Which is the most common one,
I'll smile. I laugh,
But as soon as you're gone,
My sorrow returns.
Forgive me if I am harsh,
I am hurting,
And I'm unprotected,
And the ones I want the most,
Are the ones I can't have for the taking.
I might be cruel,
And push you away,
But what I can't bring to my lips,
I hope my heart says,
I want you stay,
I love you and I need you,
So don't run away because you're afraid of my needles.
I know that you can't feel my heartbeats,
But if you'd stop to listen,
You could hear it thumping.
Sending out war cries,
Asking for help,
Please come save me,
I AM NOT READY FOR DEATH!
I need you there,
I need to talk,
But don't expect me to ask again.
When you're rejection was what I got.
So dear friend,
Know that I am sorry,
For my treatment towards you,
Was mean and hurried,
But, you're what I need,
And if you could survive.
Maybe you and I could be friends for life....
Muffin 4eva
I don't want to screw this up...
I don't want to lose what I have...
But when I am like this,
It's only one of three moods I'll have:
I could be bitchy,
And tell you to ******** off.
I could be depressed
And you'd kill yourself to make me laugh.
Or I could be happy but sad,
Which is the most common one,
I'll smile. I laugh,
But as soon as you're gone,
My sorrow returns.
Forgive me if I am harsh,
I am hurting,
And I'm unprotected,
And the ones I want the most,
Are the ones I can't have for the taking.
I might be cruel,
And push you away,
But what I can't bring to my lips,
I hope my heart says,
I want you stay,
I love you and I need you,
So don't run away because you're afraid of my needles.
I know that you can't feel my heartbeats,
But if you'd stop to listen,
You could hear it thumping.
Sending out war cries,
Asking for help,
Please come save me,
I AM NOT READY FOR DEATH!
I need you there,
I need to talk,
But don't expect me to ask again.
When you're rejection was what I got.
So dear friend,
Know that I am sorry,
For my treatment towards you,
Was mean and hurried,
But, you're what I need,
And if you could survive.
Maybe you and I could be friends for life....
Muffin 4eva
Community Member