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I've been thinking as of Late, and I realized that a lot of my dreams crash and burn as the days wear on and out. LoL, how many books have I read and wanted nothing more than to draw them in a manga (Like Kingdom Hearts was a manga even tho its a game) domokun It's SOOOOOOO frustrating! I really want to do that to The Eye of the World (Rand, Perrin, Mat, ect ect) BUT! (There's always that "BUT!" in these things) I know I could never be dedicated enough to do it. Even if it's just for fun, I feel like it's something important and if I mess it up I'll never be caught in the moment again. I feel like I should wait until I'm better- so I can do it perfectly. It has to be perfect. It has to. I guess Kerry was right, I am a perfectionist.