So I got back from Florida yesterday. It was basically alll s**t.. Dad and J-me argued because of how she treated the kids, Rob and cath tried taking the kids and ME! THe air conditioning in the villa broke so i spent 9 ********' days on the living room floor sleeping. Dad kept snapping at me cos he was in a shitty.
Buut. I did come close to overcoming my fear of snakes. Before - See a snake and feel faint and sick, cant even go within metres of them. Then - I HELD a 3ft ball python. Absolutely shittin' it. And felt very ill. But after I could stand near them..
So today. Me and Paul ******** about and he like.. lunged me at the wall.. And it was an accident but I smacked me head and hurt my hand trying to stop.. So I like didnt want him touching me cos I felt ill and in pain.. I wouldnt talk to him because even though I was saying get off he kept mollycoddling me. And i was getting annoyed,
He got in a right shitty about it words were said he punched the wall. Then again.. Stained me wall, my top and bed.. Whilst ********' up his hand, at times it feels like two crushed knuckles, but sometimes just a bruising..
Also. He emotionally hurt me. Because of me being in florida I couldnt get to a payphone much to call i had no credit either. I spent $60 trying to talk to him. Thats thirty ********' quid. PLUS I used £12 of my moms credit. I cried like every single night because i missed him so much. Yet tonight he turned round and said he feels i dont care very much for him because i didnt call him much.. Where were my ********' texts? I mean sure its hard to call cos of it costing us both.. but its not much to ********' text.
Nice thing for first proper day back eh? Oh and school tomorrow.
[Nympho] Whore · Mon Oct 01, 2007 @ 11:25pm · 0 Comments |