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uh-huh...well, first off, call me an idiot if you like, but i think i messed up my hand punching stuff...i can't do a whole lot anymore...thank god i can still write.

well, i started cutting myself and god does it hurt. i mean when you first do it it hurts like hell, but afterwards, it kinda feels good. call me weird if you like, i know i am. anyways,i think i almost got killed too...i was walking i the street, not paying attention to anyone or anything, and when i looked up, a car was not even 10 ft. from me. it was kinda cool, but scary.

i gots to see my friend zach again...i forgot how short the little a*****e was. it was fun hangin out, we didn't really do much, just played videogames, watched Fruits Basket and Naruto, played more videogames, bought some hamburgers and played more videogmes. still, it was fun making fum of him again. -_- i also found out he's bisexual... blaugh that's....kinda...interesting sweatdrop

i think i might be going crazy, because i can hear voices again...they're not as loud as they were before, but i can hear them. it's been a while since last i heard them, and to be honest, i kinda missed them.

turns out, i'm not relly all that depressed anymore. i mean i still hear voices and i do cut myself, but it's not that bad. whenever i start feeling alone and sad and everything, all i have to do is think of a special someone and it goes away.