Much love to Ecce <3
I have no idea whats going on anywhere anymore x__x;; annnnd I don't get on gaia anymore D: not a lot anyways.
I just..don't.
I wanna say sorry to the AAS for being absent
and I would say stuff to other people but it would probably just be complaints hehe
I've been grumpy.
Why? Well the other day when I got on YIM Thanh IMed me and said he'd talked with Mark and Meesho on the phone.
Ok...I missed it. That made me sad ;-;
So I said something along the lines of "Without mee?"
And Thanh said
"We thought you were sleeping."
and it seemed so netrual. Like...it was nothing...and I just got pissed.
.___.;
At the time I didn't know why I was angry, I didn't care all I knew was I was angry. D:
So I thought about it some.
They couldn't check? Call just in case I was awake and just not online? I mean really. I don't have a life but I don't sleep, wake up and get on the computer! Shouldn't I be on the third phone line instead of mark? Am I being pushed out of the picture? Not that I would normally care because it happens a lot but I happen to be very attached to Thanh even if it isn't mutual.
Ugh.
Ok....Mark wanted to know if Meesho could call....sure why not. But that would mean talking to him too and right now he's the main target for my pissyness. I can't be angry with thanh and I can't be angry with Meesho but I sure as hell can be angry with him. Granted I was ticked with all of them but I can't say hurtful things to them. I can to him. Because ( this is mean I know ) he isn't important.
So I let her call. We talk for a while and add Mark to the convo then a while later the phone disconnects. Meeshos phone is evil so I'm like "Ok...she'll call back.."
Ten minutes later I'm trying to resist destroying the wall.
They probably thought I hung up since they knew I was grumpy ( they didn't know why but still ) but I don't hang up on people. Thats rude. So I was even more pissy.
So I have been pisseh.
v___v
Ecce commented before I could finish this entry <3
My mom interrupted me and shes nosy so I stopped mid-way. I'm not concerned about being loved but I really really reeeaaally appreciate the kind words Ecce <333 You have no idea how much. Or maybe you do XD
Ooki ( and everyone else ) loves you
(( Especially Mino. He's supposed to disagree with Majo but He luffs you lots -shifty eyes- ))
 Ookibuns · Thu Jun 02, 2005 @ 06:10pm · 4 Comments |
