Everybody is all of my characters and most importantly, Mr. Postman. He delivers all info. x3
He doesn't have any feelings and all he ever says is "Here's your mail" and "G'day" and he's always wearing some odd costume and you're like "....WTF?!"
So yeah...today it was a dog suit with a tutu, pom-poms and some cool boots.
Anywho, I'm sick and not on gaia much. I apologize for that.
Saiyuki rant ( surprise surprise )
Alright, we all know i'm not sane, ne?
Well the fictional main characters of Saiyuki have become very real for me and I shall elborate. It will probably sound like a load of mush. So don't read it unless you're really really bored. Kay?
Kay.
We shall start with erm...Sanzo-sama.
Sanzo-sama...cold on the outside, warring on the inside. He's mean but he's really just afraid of being attatched to people. My relationship with Sanzo-sama is just....there. Sanzo is there and I'm there and we're just...there. Thats it. We're alike in a few ways. Enough to understand but not enough to mean anything.
Gojyo
This ones confusing. We argue. A lot. But if gojyo were gone...it'd be so increadably boring. I'm really possesive with him too. I don't get it. I don't like him but only 2 people have rights to him and anyone else just can't have him.
Hakkai
Hakkai....we are alot alike. Hiding behind a smile. A cheery exterior, a sense of responsability. Hiding people we think are monsters and are unworthy. It's so scary...
I'm very clingy with Hakkai. Like..having someone who you can relate to is so important. To make sure it's real you cling. It's not romantic its just this sense of need. It's like "I need you here. You let me know I'm not alone. I don't want to be alone" Need. I don't think i can say much more..because thats the basic thing.
Finally, Goku.
Monkey boy. He's so admirable. We aren't alike. He's gone through so much and he's still happy, carefree, innocent almost. It's amazing. He's so wonderous. The huge golden eyes that are so old but so innocent and captivating. Gods...theres no way to explain it. Something you yern for that you can never achieve.
Thats love for me acctually.
"You always love something you'll never have."
Yups...
Don't tell me i'm weird. I already know that. Don't tell me this is crap and they aren't real or i'm looking into it too much or wahatever because i warned you before you read it. So yeah....
 Ookibuns · Sat May 28, 2005 @ 04:24am · 1 Comments |
