Firstly, about the title I am listening to The Littlest Things by Lilly Allen it is a great song and I suggest that anyone reading this should listen to it!!
I don't know what I want.
That is as simply as I can put it.
Actually, I know what or who rather I want and I know I can't have them. It's sad isn't? It sucks. And I'd think that I would have known better than to go falling someone since I am not allowed to get into a relationship and knowing very well that nothing can come of my relationship with this person! How many times must I get myself hurt before I accept that it's best that I just enjoy this solitude rather than open up?
Sigh. Once more I am going to under go this torment....
Except this time around the ambiance is different.
It's relaxing, yet exhilarating,
Comforting yet frustrating,
So typical,
So unexpected,
Yet, like everything I've ever wanted.
It's the littlest things that inspire me,
The smallest things that make me smile,
They give the greatest of comfort,
And yet, through it all....
I am forced to be cautious.
Uncertain of all intentions,
Uncertain of how much he feels,
And still it's the smallest things that makes this so damn real.
Lol. Once more I am poetic....well kinda!
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