Another random thought from the jolly green pirate ninja. Sorry about the delays from my last posts though I doubt anyone is reading this. Love is a random and fickle thing. I always thought that it would be easy to figure out and understand but so far its been like a tornado of mixed emotions of down pour and sun shine not to mention a kind of tempest rage. *sigh* To those who like to read about this kind of thing I'm sure you will be thoroughly entertained. I began thinking that it was going to be simple and straight forward. You feel love the other does as well and you have a few problems but it works itself through. I warn to other people who may have lost some grasp of their emotions to watch where you tread. Do not rush if you can avoid it cause it can kill you. Maybe not physically but mentally it can bring you to the brink of the abyss and you yourself will become one of the monsters found in that dark vortex. If you've already been on the edge than you know what I'm talking about. If you don't understand than you probably havn't stood there. Your not bad if you've stood there wondering how long it'll be till you fall in. Your human and just because you've seen the darkness within your self or in others doesn't mean your lost. You will take a long time to heal and itll hurt... it hurt you worse than many can imagine even though many have on the other side as well. What makes you strong is being able to pull yourself off the edge and into the warm light. With or without help... it was still your choice all along and you could've fallen in and been lost for ever. You didn't though and your alive. Take that deep breath and walk into the bright light that we call life. Not heaven, life.
Just more thoughts from the jolly green ninja pirate. Gar! xd mrgreen ninja pirate
sexxay_lova · Sun Sep 23, 2007 @ 01:00am · 0 Comments |