Okay, well earlier Derrick and I got into this big fight about him wanting to go into the military and him going to bootcamp this Summer. He stormed out angry because I don't want him to go. About an hour late I saw Tyler when I was walking down the street. He came up to me and we started talking, and he ended up asking me out. I turned him down, for Derrick. After I got back home there was a message on the machine from Derrick saying he wasn't sure he could be with me if I didn't understand why he needed to do this (military). So, this upsets/pisses me off.
Then, about and hour and a half ago, Tyler was outside my window down on the ground. He comes up onto the roof of the porch that is outside my window across the front of the house and after I open the window we start talking again with him in my room. I tell him everything that happened with Derrick and he and I just sort of hug for awhile. He then kisses me to comfort me, and I didn't exactly pull away. After some a** grabbing on his part, he had to leave. After another kiss goodbye, he went back out the window. Now I am confused about what to do. I don't want to hurt Derrick, but I have to tell him, and by the message he left, I don't think that he would be too crushed.
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