Well, I'm kinda bored, and dissapointed, cause Meli said we'd hang out today, but she decided to hang out with her friends instead. I guess I understand, but no matter how much I try, I still fell a little ignored. Even if we were together last night.
Dosen't help that she broke up with me on Friday, then on Saturday, wanted to hang out..
If she dosen't want to be with me.. Well, I'd rather she kinda, ignored me. It's better than getting my hopes up. But everytime I tell her that, she says, "I can't decide" Or somthing like that.
And I cleaned up my room today. I found some papers that she wrote on when she was allowed over here...
I wish she could give a eal reason as to why she dosen't want to be with me. I actually do eveything I can to change into the person she wants me to. Makes me even sadder because I'll always love and accept her for who she is, even if she turns into someone I "hate", I'll always love who she is. (Not always who she turns in to though..)
Digitial Nitemares · Mon Sep 10, 2007 @ 05:06am · 0 Comments |