I've known you since freshmen year, and you were pretty cool to begin with, but now that I've gotten to know you, you seem like a totally different person. Now before I put down my rant I made about you, there's things I want you to know. You can hate me after you read, or maybe you can finally understand me, I dunno but after the months of knowing you, all you've really done is torture me. I'd like to stay your friend if you like, but if you hate me after saying this, there's nothing I can do. I need to say this because it's not fair for you to not know what I've been feeling all along. And this thing about you going to Youmacon without me has made it even worse. Sure we've had our good times, but was it all just pretend? I'm not sure if half the stuff in this rant is true or not, and yes I am a coward to not say it to your face. I've said this rant to a few people, I'm not gonna mention their names, but they've agreed with me as well. I was gonna wait until after Ohayocon to tell you because I know this will probably make you hate me and not want to do our Team Rocket cosplay together. But now I know you're leaving to have fun without me again, I can't hold it in anymore. I'm apologizing now for what I'm about to say, and I only wish for an apology from you as well. You make me feel left all the time, you don't even talk to me nearly as much as you used to anymore. It seems like you don't need me like I thought I did before. I know there's some place inside of me that still needs you, but I'm so full of rage that I can't find it right now. I'd prefer you message me back before you try calling me because once I send this PM, I'm afraid to talk to you in person. This is what I've said about you because it hurts me and it made my pain turn into rage.
Okay, first. When I first met her, she was fine. Then Jason came back and all she ever wanted to do was be with him. And I witnessed them 'share food' which is completely and totally disgusting. Then I find out she's dating Onii-chan behind my back and kept it from me for a year. How can I not be angry about that especially with Brenda. And then you can't mention Harry Potter around her or she won't shut the ******** up. She's basically a slut because she hangs all over any good looking guy that she doesn't really know. She even got Ellie's friend, Justin's YIM and MySpace. She dressed like a whore. Her bra straps are always down, her pants are always hip huggers and you always see her underwear. She does this squeeky laugh when she does something she knows she shouldn't be doing. And now reciently, she just getting whatever the ******** she wants without working for it what-so-ever. Last year for Ohayocon, her mom gave her probably over $200 dollars to buy s**t and she never worked for it. And now, her mom's buying her exspensive s**t from Hot Topic, like a new pair of 60 dollar Tripp pants that she doesn't even need. I NEED pants. I have holes in my pants where the back pocket connects to the pants. She got her ******** Tripp pants just because she wanted them. I go my Tripp pants because I needed them. And then her mom just hands over a couple of jobs so she can earn more money. I have to go job hunting soon, her mom just handed over her jobs. All her life, s**t has been just handed to her. And she doesn't even diserve it because just look at her house and her mom's car. Her mom spends money on what Brenda wants, not what she needs. She doesn't know what it's like to work for something and I hate it so much. And then when her mom can't pay for the thing she wants, lets say guitar lessons for a band she wasn't technically invited to, that MY FRIENDS created. Her grandma pays for it. Where do you think her grandma got so much money, her husband died, and she's been working all of her life. And THEN. Final part. She's a ******** friend stealer. The only friend I have to myself anymore is a 12 year old girl I met off of on Neopets a couple years ago. She acts as if she knows my girlfriend and her friends when she really doesn't. And before her and Onii-chan even got together, I only wanted them to meet each other once so they knew who I was talking about when I talked about them. What kind of bullshit friend is that?! Now I'm done. Sorry it's so long, but now that all of it has been said I feel a little better.
That's what I've said about you. I'm sorry, I had to tell it to someone before I told you because I needed to know if I was the only one who feels this way. I'm re-reading it now and I don't think you're a bullshit friend. I was just angry and you know how when you get angry you said things you don't mean. I'm sorry but besides the "bullshit friend" comment, I meant everything else. I'm a very loyal friend, you can ask anyone of my friends, and out of everyone I know, you match my sister in hurting me the most. I'll see if my mom can drop off your HP7 and Gothic Lolita book so you won't have to see my ugly face to get them back.
Okay, first. When I first met her, she was fine. Then Jason came back and all she ever wanted to do was be with him. And I witnessed them 'share food' which is completely and totally disgusting. Then I find out she's dating Onii-chan behind my back and kept it from me for a year. How can I not be angry about that especially with Brenda. And then you can't mention Harry Potter around her or she won't shut the ******** up. She's basically a slut because she hangs all over any good looking guy that she doesn't really know. She even got Ellie's friend, Justin's YIM and MySpace. She dressed like a whore. Her bra straps are always down, her pants are always hip huggers and you always see her underwear. She does this squeeky laugh when she does something she knows she shouldn't be doing. And now reciently, she just getting whatever the ******** she wants without working for it what-so-ever. Last year for Ohayocon, her mom gave her probably over $200 dollars to buy s**t and she never worked for it. And now, her mom's buying her exspensive s**t from Hot Topic, like a new pair of 60 dollar Tripp pants that she doesn't even need. I NEED pants. I have holes in my pants where the back pocket connects to the pants. She got her ******** Tripp pants just because she wanted them. I go my Tripp pants because I needed them. And then her mom just hands over a couple of jobs so she can earn more money. I have to go job hunting soon, her mom just handed over her jobs. All her life, s**t has been just handed to her. And she doesn't even diserve it because just look at her house and her mom's car. Her mom spends money on what Brenda wants, not what she needs. She doesn't know what it's like to work for something and I hate it so much. And then when her mom can't pay for the thing she wants, lets say guitar lessons for a band she wasn't technically invited to, that MY FRIENDS created. Her grandma pays for it. Where do you think her grandma got so much money, her husband died, and she's been working all of her life. And THEN. Final part. She's a ******** friend stealer. The only friend I have to myself anymore is a 12 year old girl I met off of on Neopets a couple years ago. She acts as if she knows my girlfriend and her friends when she really doesn't. And before her and Onii-chan even got together, I only wanted them to meet each other once so they knew who I was talking about when I talked about them. What kind of bullshit friend is that?! Now I'm done. Sorry it's so long, but now that all of it has been said I feel a little better.
That's what I've said about you. I'm sorry, I had to tell it to someone before I told you because I needed to know if I was the only one who feels this way. I'm re-reading it now and I don't think you're a bullshit friend. I was just angry and you know how when you get angry you said things you don't mean. I'm sorry but besides the "bullshit friend" comment, I meant everything else. I'm a very loyal friend, you can ask anyone of my friends, and out of everyone I know, you match my sister in hurting me the most. I'll see if my mom can drop off your HP7 and Gothic Lolita book so you won't have to see my ugly face to get them back.
