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Ok, so give you some background history first, just so your up to speed. Jonathan and me used to be best buds way back in the day. Back when DOS hadn't been quite kicked out by windows 3.1, back when two blocks of wood represented a house in our miniscule little worlds. Over the years we sorta drifted. He got into his running, and electronics. I got into gaming and animation. I used to be a part of the family ya know? I was at his place all the time. He lives just over the road.
And so I basically get rung up out of the blue and invited to his sisters 21st. *eyebrows raise* I barely know hayley right? Like a polite conversation every now and again. Nothing chemical going on XD. And so I politely say yea Ill go. And so was the catalyst of my troubles.
So im stuck at the mall with the girls. Yea, you Bex. Heh heh. It was fun actually. We didn’t get to see bourne ultimatum unfortunately. Oh well, next week maybe. I had to rush back home to shower and get into all my black clothing.
SO I arrive pretty much one of the first. With the awkward present that Mum bought, and the card. Its in my bag and I forget about it under a desk. I was going to buy her a bag of flower and be like “I got you FLOWER! GET IT??! Like flowers…sigh.”
And so I’m talking to Hayleys boyfriend who is coincidentally Plays darth vader a lot. Hes got the suit and everything. He didn’t get it out of the car though.
And Soon her friends roll up and everything seem so subdued. Its not my place to be. I like moshpits. Talkings good, but action is needed in life. For some reason all my usual lines of conversation seemed dumb, the things I could get people so interested in before (Crazy a** cartoons etc) didn’t seem to grab, and I felt like an idiot the whole time. I mean, I got some awesome laughs out of people. But I just did not feel wanted there. Everyone else was friends and family. And im just the imbarasment in the corner. yea, go me.
So she starts opening the gifts, which have been piled on this table, and everyones real quiet and watching her open each one. Its like a show or something. And Im horrified cause her gift is still in my ratty army bag, and I have almost no idea what it is, but I know its not as good as those other gifts like that green dress and necklaces and stuff. Im usually quite laxxed out, like, psh, it’s a gift. But I was like aaaaaaah. So I gave it to her after, and then scurried the hell out of there. It’s the first time in years where I have been uncomfortable with everything.
IM IZAK FLASH MAN FOR FRIGS SAKE…

I’m home now, thinking about it.. It’l be funny in an hour or two.