Just to let you know it was frickin crappy. It was also Ruthie's
birthday. What the hell are people thinking. damn. Well I didn't expect everything to
go soooo well. I mean it is the first day of school. Goddamn. In the end, it came out
well because Roland and his band Symbiote played sooooo great. It's sad that Hoy
had to quit the group to make his own band. i think.. Man. I am getting their album!
By the way Roland is the bassist in his band. He was awesome!!! After them came
Yesterday's Tomorrow. They mostly played Blink 182 song because t hey were
easy. Did I mention the drummer is only 8 YEARS OLD???!! rofl The little boy is
the bassist's little bro. haha. They also played the song they composed. It's called
"Why". Symbiote also played their song. It's called "Waiting". DAMN.. THEY ROCK!!
Whoo. Awesome night.
Then when I came home. My sister was watching a Filipino movie.
It reminded me of what Ruthie told me before we left Grand Hotel. I was seriously
blinded with rage. I needed to talk to someone right away. My sister was right
never to me to I told her. She started bitching about it beacuse she's friends with a
certain someone. She accused Chelsea for telling me. O.o haha. She got it wrong.
So Ruthie, If your reading this I'm sorry for telling. When I'm blind with rage
they don't think of the consequences like i usually do. It feels like you just want to
hit someone sooo goddamn violently. SO SORRY. I also had a nightmare about
it..well not the band preforming part but all that drama s**t and stuff. I was
executed for sadistic violence and murdering that certain someone on school
grounds. Family and friends are required to watch me die. Never in my life I would
imagine Alex crying soooo uncontrollably. Then wooosh. I was beheaded.. Woke up
crying because of seeing Alex so sad. That's the second time I have ever woke up
like that. Life will get worse here on out.
birthday. What the hell are people thinking. damn. Well I didn't expect everything to
go soooo well. I mean it is the first day of school. Goddamn. In the end, it came out
well because Roland and his band Symbiote played sooooo great. It's sad that Hoy
had to quit the group to make his own band. i think.. Man. I am getting their album!
By the way Roland is the bassist in his band. He was awesome!!! After them came
Yesterday's Tomorrow. They mostly played Blink 182 song because t hey were
easy. Did I mention the drummer is only 8 YEARS OLD???!! rofl The little boy is
the bassist's little bro. haha. They also played the song they composed. It's called
"Why". Symbiote also played their song. It's called "Waiting". DAMN.. THEY ROCK!!
Whoo. Awesome night.
Then when I came home. My sister was watching a Filipino movie.
It reminded me of what Ruthie told me before we left Grand Hotel. I was seriously
blinded with rage. I needed to talk to someone right away. My sister was right
never to me to I told her. She started bitching about it beacuse she's friends with a
certain someone. She accused Chelsea for telling me. O.o haha. She got it wrong.
So Ruthie, If your reading this I'm sorry for telling. When I'm blind with rage
they don't think of the consequences like i usually do. It feels like you just want to
hit someone sooo goddamn violently. SO SORRY. I also had a nightmare about
it..well not the band preforming part but all that drama s**t and stuff. I was
executed for sadistic violence and murdering that certain someone on school
grounds. Family and friends are required to watch me die. Never in my life I would
imagine Alex crying soooo uncontrollably. Then wooosh. I was beheaded.. Woke up
crying because of seeing Alex so sad. That's the second time I have ever woke up
like that. Life will get worse here on out.
