tra la la la la la I don't know what to do with myself..
Lost.. oh lost.... trying to hard to be confusing with smoke and mirrors... even losing track of what my face looks like in the mirror...
I refuse to accept reality... so I live within the shadows of my fears.. and bury myself in them.. because god has placed this path for me.. I cannot deviate from it..
every time I've tried.. I get burned in every corner...
its like a bird flapping madly in a cage.. with the bars being electrified...
but all in all...
I'm surviving.. and thats about the most positive thing I can conjure up right now..
heaven will reach me once more... someday....
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"...Trying too hard.. I guess.. to make no sense..."
the melancholy phoenix floats around in a sea of disarray