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I walk, I crawl loosing everything on the downfall. Downfall by TRUSTCompany Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me, In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me, Here I stand hold back so no one can see, I feel these wounds, step down, step down, step down. (am I) Breaking Down Can I break away Push me away, make me fall, Just to see, another side of me, Push me away, you can see, what I see, the other side of me. Fall back on me, and I'll be the strength I need, to save me now, just come face to face with me, stay in place you'll be the first to see, me heal these wounds, step down, step down, step down, down I'm not breaking, down can I break away push me away, make me fall, just to see another side of me, push me away you can see, what I see, the other side of me Go! Fall, can I break away push me away, make me fall, just to see another side of me, push me away you can see, what I see, the other side of me No one can see anything on the other side of me I walk, I crawl, loosing everything and waiting for the downfall No one can see everything on the other side of me I walk, I crawl loosing everything on the downfall. Downfall, Fall.

Posted by: Animositisomina Sun May 08, 2005 @ 07:30am

"In any language that you learn to speak, Love is listed and defined as weak!
ANIMOSITY!!"

Wow, I wrote in this thing called a journal here....how sad...

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Commented on: Sun May 08, 2005 @ 08:44am

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Commented on: Sun May 08, 2005 @ 08:58am

Commented on: Sun May 08, 2005 @ 09:02am


	Slipping Away... You say hold on, but it feels like i'm slipping away! I won't let you down The words you said to me It's echoing the sound Of what would never be I'm standing here alone The memories remain The same familiar home But nothing looks the same And I'm standing here alone Can't tell if I'm awake Reality is gone In a dream I can't escape You said Hold on But I feel like I'm slipping away I'm getting through it now I guess it's plain to see That everything I am Is not everything you need

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Commented on: Sun May 08, 2005 @ 09:04am


	Figure 8... See that face from across the room and i can feel you're nothing show your fear its not hard to see intentions pale its blinding stop from the place ive been no good for the shape im in im slow to the race you win you wanna take me out stop with your face off in my space and the wicked descend no taste for the place im in you need to stop i am all you need to know and im everywhere you go no one can save you now when it all comes around i am everything you see and im what you'll never be no one can save you now when it all comes around show your face and stare at me and i can feel you glaring showing up and preparing me you're the one i'll bury stop from the place ive been no good for the shape im in im slow to the race you win you wanna take me out stop with your face off in my space and the wicked descend no taste for the place im in you need to stop take you down

Commented on: Sun May 08, 2005 @ 09:20am


	The Fear... Standing here I'm cold inside with fear And I can't feel my soul Take me in I'm yours again For awhile - just like the last time Lead me from the fear And I won't leave you here There's a way out There's a way out There's a way from here... believe I feel weak I'm slowly losing touch With what is left in me Take me in I'm yours again For awhile - just like the first time I need you To keep me here I'm starting over again

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Commented on: Sun May 08, 2005 @ 09:21am


	Deeper Into You... I feel it eating in me, while you still drown me. And cross the line over and over again. It's all around me, now I'm here cause of you. Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you. Now I'm falling, deeper into you. Time to pity myself; I can't let me cross the line for her. I'm not me when I dream, there's someone else in me. That I fear cause of you. Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you. Now I'm falling, deeper into you. I'm not me when I dream; I'm not me when I dream, anymore. Because of you. Now I'm falling, I'm falling out cause of you. Now I'm falling, deeper into you.

Commented on: Sun May 08, 2005 @ 09:24am


	Drop To Zero... Drop to Zero, Drop (its happening again) I feel boxed in, (its happening again) I'm trapped inside, (its happening again) Feels like the world's closing in (its happening again) and there's nowhere to hide This time nothing feels right to me, I'm sinking deeper within, I'll wait for you to loose sight of me, Before I suffer again. (its happening again) I feel strapped down, (its happening again) While you feed the disease, (its happening again) i'm lying face on the ground (its happening again) For the whole world to see. This time nothing feels right to me, I'm sinking deeper within, I'll wait for you to loose sight of me, Before I suffer again. Drop, Drop, Drop to Zero. Drop, Drop. Now I'm so far away. This time nothing feels right to me, I'm sinking deeper within, I'll wait for you to loose sight of me, Before I suffer again. Now I'm so far away. Now I'm so far away. Now I'm so far away.

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Commented on: Sun May 08, 2005 @ 09:27am


	Finally... So it's over now (finally) I'm beneath And I'm crawling out On my knees I can hear what you said Echoing in my head I'm losing...myself Now I'm cold on the floor And I don't care anymore Cause its over...it's over I can feel Like it's real Now I can finally feel So I guess it's over now And you broke me down somehow Now I'm faltering I can see - I can be I can leave and shut you out So I'm leaving now (somehow) Underneath As I slowly drown Finally I can hear what you said Echoing in my head I'm losing...myself I'm shaking deep inside I'm having trouble breathing I need somewhere to hide Away cause I am healing

Commented on: Sun May 08, 2005 @ 09:29am

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